Ok to be dissapointed

Today one of my coworkers told me that his wife is expecting. She is due at the end of August. At the same time I was happy and excited for them I found I was also sad.

A slow feeling of dissapointment and saddness washed over me. I want to be pregnant too . . . It was a little hard to keep my happy face on while feeling the expansive emptiness inside, while I kept talking to him.

Maybe someday . . . it will be me.